GOD IS SO GOOD!

This past year has been interesting to say the least. In July, we found out that we were expecting a baby in March of 2011. We were thrilled because after 6 months of trying, we finally had our prayers answered. We we very excited but for some weird reason, I never fully settled into the thought that I was actually going to have this baby. I know that sounds weird but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I was extremely nervous and anxious right after I found out we were pregnant. Something about it felt off. At our 9 week doctors appt, my feelings were confirmed. We went in for a regular appointment and found out that we had lost the heart beat of our little one. It was extremely heart breaking but at the same time I knew from the moment the doctor told me that we lost the heart beat, that it was all in Gods will. I knew he would not put me through a situation like this if it were not in my best interest. I was surprised at how calm I was through the entire situation. Don't get me wrong, by no means was it easy, but I just knew it was right. After waiting 2 months ( the amount of time suggested) we decided we were going to try again. November would be the first month we would actually be able to try. To my surprise, I just found out we are PREGNANT AGAIN!!! Words can not describe the emotions I felt when I found out. It was extremely different than the first time I found out. I was shocked that it happened immediately, but hesitant at the same time. I thought for sure that it would be a process, but I guess I was wrong. I immediately set up a doctors appt for this week so I guess I will know more in just a few days. My appt is this Wednesday, so hopefully I will be back with good news!