Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Crazy Week!

Wow, this week has been nothing short of nuts. Last Wednesday, I had my first doctors apt for this pregnancy. On the way there, John and I were very excited but nervous at the same time. After going through a miscarriage, it is kind of hard to let your guard down so soon. We knew that this apt was scheduled very early in the pregnancy but we still wanted to go just to make sure that things were on track. While at the doctor, they decided to go ahead and try to see if we could see anything on the ultrasound. To our surprise, we did not see a thing! This immediately made me very uncomfortable. In my last pregnancy, I was able to see the gestational sak by this point. I immediately looked to the ultrasound tech and she explained why we might not be seeing anything on the screen. 1st- it was possible that it was too early, 2nd- it might mean we were about to miscarry, 3rd- it could possibly be an ectopic pregnancy. After hearing the possibilities come out of her mouth I think I completely stopped listening to what she was saying. I assumed the worst because of what we had just gong through with the last pregnancy. I was horrified. The doctors told me to wait two weeks and then come back in on December 22nd for another ultrasound. On the way out of the office I was already trying to think of a plan on how to get back into the office sooner than 2 weeks. After sitting at home the following weekend, I knew that I would not be able to wait two weeks to see if something was wrong. It would be 3 days before Christmas and I just couldn't do it. I called the doctor and asked to come in to get more blood work done, to possible see if that could help us pinpoint what was going wrong.
So today was the day that I headed back to the doctor. While sitting in the office, I devised a plan on how I was going to get them to give me another ultrasound before my apt next week. I then decided I was going to use John's birthday as my leverage. I politely stated that today was my husbands birthday and I would love nothing more than to come home with good news for his birthday. It worked! I was able to get a last minute appointment with the ultrasound technician. During the ultrasound, we received some great news! Not only did we see the gestational sak but there was a yolk sak as well! This means we are on the right track and it is not in my tubes like we had previously thought! wahoo! I was so relieved and excited to tell John the good news! Next week we have another appointment and hopefully we will get to hear the heartbeat. Hopefully I will receive my Christmas present 3 days early next week!

Monday, December 6, 2010

GOD IS SO GOOD!

This past year has been interesting to say the least. In July, we found out that we were expecting a baby in March of 2011. We were thrilled because after 6 months of trying, we finally had our prayers answered. We we very excited but for some weird reason, I never fully settled into the thought that I was actually going to have this baby. I know that sounds weird but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I was extremely nervous and anxious right after I found out we were pregnant. Something about it felt off. At our 9 week doctors appt, my feelings were confirmed. We went in for a regular appointment and found out that we had lost the heart beat of our little one. It was extremely heart breaking but at the same time I knew from the moment the doctor told me that we lost the heart beat, that it was all in Gods will. I knew he would not put me through a situation like this if it were not in my best interest. I was surprised at how calm I was through the entire situation. Don't get me wrong, by no means was it easy, but I just knew it was right. After waiting 2 months ( the amount of time suggested) we decided we were going to try again. November would be the first month we would actually be able to try. To my surprise, I just found out we are PREGNANT AGAIN!!! Words can not describe the emotions I felt when I found out. It was extremely different than the first time I found out. I was shocked that it happened immediately, but hesitant at the same time. I thought for sure that it would be a process, but I guess I was wrong. I immediately set up a doctors appt for this week so I guess I will know more in just a few days. My appt is this Wednesday, so hopefully I will be back with good news!

Friday, November 5, 2010

I finally caved in.....

After a very long time of stalking other peoples blogs, I have finally caved in a decided to start one of my own. I never thought in a million years that I would have a blog of my own but after my mother has continously threatened to get on Facebook to see what I am up to, I decided that this would be the next best option. Ha. Sorry Mom. I am not really sure how this whole blog world works but I figured I would start by posting a few picutures of John and I through out our relationship as well as with some of our friends so hopefully you will have a better insight into our lives.


Auburn vs. Tennessee in Knoxville


New Years Eve in Hilton Head

Our wedding day- January 13, 2007


College Date Night

Jackson Hole Wyoming

Night out in Auburn

Spring Break in Mexico